Backsliding
the miraculous nature of turning
Sobriety
into darkness
Gratitude arises
I could trick him into thinking that I believe in him
affirming "now something wonderful will happen"
God has stripped me down
my energy has shifted
fallen
I can hardly believe how angry I am
the storm (metaphorically and literally)
overflowing
I release everything I have
chosen to accept
my ego asserts
I am still scared
I had the illusion that I
wasn't controlling
resisting
what I do not want
I have dreams
my future
a mixed
blessing
it might be disastrous.
mobility
“disabled”
powerless over my pain
motions of life
my pain is a distraction
and
solitude frequently a blessing
pain
cry about it
That's the truth for now.
Using 126 words from
fellow chronic pain sufferers
posted online. 2010
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